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The curse of Alma's Autobiography
Paulus Manker
When talking about Alma, all the time it sounds to me like
a description of a very pleasant, intelligent, really worthy
woman. How it comes that the image which survived, mainly
through her autobiography and through interviews, the image
that survived is so different. Because according to Alma´s
"fama" she has not been a very pleasant person.
Most people prone to make a fool out of Alma. But how you
descibe her, the opposite is the case.
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left: Alma's contract for her
autobiography
right: Alma in America (caricature
by Dolbin) |
Joshua Sobol
If I thought that she should be made a fool of, I would not
even dream of writing one scene about her. I think her bad
luck is her autobiography, or the way she dealt with her biography,
which is a grotesque story. She tried to cover up facts, she
tried to rearrange her biography, to wipe under the carpet
certain unpleasant stories, and to ornament her lifestory.
And that was, of course, a terrible mistake, which had to
do with her mentality. There is some, I would say "Kitsch"
value in Almas "Weltanschauung". Otherwise she would
not care, she would not even bother to ornament her biography.
On the contrary, she would have told her story in a bold way,
and it could have made a great book. If she really told us
the truth. But I think she was ashamed of many things. That´s
obvious, she felt ashamed of certain affairs or events in
her life. Because she was, in a funny way, sticking to old
values when coming to judge her own life. And she wanted to
leave us with a very idyllic description of her life.
I don´t understand how she could have imagined that
all these famous persons - who were her husbands and her lovers
- didn´t leave behind them notes, letters that will
be researched, and exposed to the last detail. And that´s
what happened with persons like La Grange, for exampel, who
researched Mahler´s life in such great detail that it´s
obvious that he knows about Mahler much more than Mahler knew
about himself. And La Grange does not leave one inch or one
millimeter, which is not exposed to the fiercest light. So,
when you put Alma´s pitiful attempts to cover up certain
facts in her life against the light, which is now shed on
her biography by Mahler´s biographer, so by Kokoschka´s
biographer, so by Gropius" biographers - let alone the
fact that Gropius kept copies of the letters that he has sent
to Alma, alongside with the letters that he recieved from
Alma, and she probably didn´t know that he was a maniac
of order - so everything is there. And then her autobiography
becomes a document which tells a lot about her naivity, in
a way. And I think that she must have been very naive to believe
that she could canalize the story of her life without exposing
herself to the accession that she was a liar.
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left: Alma with a score of Gustav
Mahler
right: Alma with the picture of Franz Werfel |
Before I started to write the play I read about her, I pondered
about her, and became, so to speak, "pregnant" with
her personality. And I felt a lot admiration to her courage.
Because it deserved a lot of courage from a young woman at
that time to do what she did. First of all to throw away her
entourage, and opt for Mahler. Then betray Mahler with a guy
like Gropius, and doing it almost in the open. And then in
the open go with Kokoschka without even dreaming of a marriage
with him. Doing what she did with Werfel while she was married
to Gropius. And even that courage then, when she was already
eleven years older than Werfel, to pick him up as her next
husband. She had no respect for bourgeois - or petit bourgeois
- taboos. And this in itself makes of her quite a person you
have to respect. That boldness, that courage of hers to follow
her feelings, and to live up to her feelings. She did not
make any compromises when it came to her human contacts. When
she loved someone she did not care about anything. She went
to her love. And that is a lot in a society which was so ridden
with conventions, and with mediocrity, and with compromises.
I don´t think she made any compromises when she chose
her lovers or her husbands. I think that proves that she was
a very bold person. And I have a lot of respect for that.
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